My Epic Soundtrack PT. I

  For those of you paying attention we have now reached the point of my life where the rad background music comes into play. As the author of this story I know it's something really dramatic I am building up towards I'm just not sure if it is a ♪jaws♪ theme song or a classic "She rescues him right back" moment followed by a little ♪ Unchained Melody♪
 So we are skipping volume one of this story cause well its possibly to tragic at times and would be like the live version of Stairway to Heaven: you would be crazed by the time we actually made it through.Who wants to read that, not I!

 Lets begin with girl meets boy (Insight: Girl actually met several boys and had her little girl heart ripped out and stomped on and her lil mind deeply confused by the male species so she went a little crazy herself) Then girl meets the right boy. They fall head over heels in love. ♪This I promise you-Nsync♪(yes its cheesy but its teenage love duh)
 In a dumbfounding turn of events girl gets pregnant, not her and said boys finest moment. Yet, they make the most of it, or at least they try. At this point in the soundtrack things get pretty dark and gloomy like a bad country song you can't rewind and get all your stuff back.This is no episode of Teen Mom and MTV isn't gonna make this look like a cool adventure. This is serious real life down in the dumps loose all your friends, loose your teenage life as reality comes and smacks you in the face stuff. (Insight: I could elaborate on this chapter of my life for 12 whole blogs because it has so much made & broke me all at the same time. Unlike some people I have done the very best with the hand I was dealt and moved on from that scared insecure little girl I was then.) Boy is the greatest support ever and girl learns to put on a smile and pretend she doesn't know the whole world is against them♪The Pretender-The Foo Fighters♪
 Like I rainbow bursting through a hurricane on a hot day in may girl+boy= the cutest brown eyed boy you ever saw. All the sudden it was magic and life was actually not beating the hell out of them. Sure it was rough but somehow not terrible and it became more like a goofy pop song ♪Whenever Where ever-Shakira♪ A year later boy married girl and they become man & wife. I'm not even gonna lie this is where my story goes on auto pilot, stuck in the routines of everyday life.  About a year later baby number two came into play immense joy came upon our little family..then..9-11-2004.......♪Who you'd be today-Kenney Chesney♪ For those who don't know you can read between the dots as I choose not to do a whole lot of commentary on this page in my book, just know it shook me to my core and I mean the depth of life core where you are not so sure you want to open your eyes in the morning or look at your child with love because you feel SO much guilt for every moment of joy that you actually partake in.♪Bring me to Life-Evanessence♪
 I'm convinced out of great tragedy comes valuable life lessons. I have to believe that or there is no sense in trekking along with the journey. (I almost quotes Miley Cyrus's The Climb but rephrased.) Life is about the journey. I don't even believe its about our "end results" anymore, I think its about all the little details that get us there. With that my friends is where I leave off part one. Here is my musical sneak peak into part 2....♪Rise Above This-Seether♪

(feel free to youtube the songs as ya go, cause I did lol)